LALALA!! I lost my tablet pen so all my work sucks right now... T.T I have to do stupid cel shading in oekakis now cause It just doesn't look the same wen I do my paintery style without my tablet!! T.T

ANYWAYS! CHRISMAS I COMMIN! I already bought 300 + CND worth of gifts and i'm not donee!! DX I'm dead! Thank god people are getting ME stuff! LOL

I felt really depressed a while ago. Thinking about going emo, but then I got on the right track again because of my friends! I love them!! YAY! Now i'm ok. But the guy I like is a noob that wont date. Sucks

Anyways, I'm going to try to enter an intermediate-expert level oekaki board. Hope I get accepted. I'm high. I've been sick for so long, now i'm high on happiness cuz i'm ok again! just really tired! D

So koiyu has a new account for her manga!! It's reeyd. I'm a "bit" deppressed" so I'll be putting alot of effot in my art nowaday. The manga is about...

A demon prince of the west named Clyde that has run away to the northern kingdom cuz his dad's an idiot, mother's a bitch, and his world was a typical teenage drama. He meets Will, an understanding, yet oh so annoying musician and just happens to fall in love with him. He's having the time of his life with Will and his granddad, but when the King of the Northern and Western Kingdoms Clyde has to marry Princess Ladrieu as an alliance for a war that will decide the fate of trillions of people. No mater the outcome, blood and tears will be shed.

WARNINGS!!! BL, BLOOD, SLIGHT NUDITY, RANDOM WEIRDNESS!!!!!!!!

No, I did not think of this, my lazy ass writer did. Now she aint doing nothing! She's making me write AND draw!!! Rutzuka's my editor. She's great!! And me, I'm as lowly as ever. Links to the manga are...

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So I know people don't give a rat's ass about what an unkown artist has to say but...

Koiyu is making a series of pictures of which I will call the Sugar Coated Cookies series. It will contain 12 pictures.
1.Beloved
2.Loveless
3.Beauty
4.Cruelty
5.Romantic
6.Grace
7.Trust
9.Solitude
10.Fear
11.Hope
12.Desire

The name for the series may be strange to you, but I decided on that because I felt that all my chosen words were all sugar coated; dulled; softened to from it's true, and harsh meanings. Like cookies, they are sugar coated to taste better, but behind that mask lays the genuine cookie that tastes less sweet, but is in some way delicious still. I don't think that makes sense, but w.e. Koiyu might remake the series later when Koiyu's art skills are better.

I'm head over heels in love with a man I barely know! I'v eonly seen him one almost everyday for about 10 minutes, and I suddenly declare that I love him. What's sad is that he's 5 years older ad my best guy friend's brother. It's really sad... He's probably interested in a girl his age... I seriously dont think I'm his type. Hyper, a romantic, logical (I think), stupid, fat (I have proof of that. I'm not those type of girls who are sooo skinny and thinks they're fat) retarded yet somehow popular, and alot of other things.

His name is Arnie. It's funny -in a peculiar way- because him, his brother and sister are named Arnie. The only diffrence is their middle names. My love's is Mitchel ( and my male bff is Dominic, and their sister's is Terese... I think). He's got such a cuuute smile! I love it, and his voice is sooo soothing. He's stong too...

The first time I met him was after school at the bus stop where the siblings were waiting for the bus (no duh). My best female friend (Olivia) and i bugged arnie (Dominic) and we started bugging his brother and sister. It was really funny cause the two of us went up to the brothers and told them to make a muscle. We were all high and happy that day. That was the first time I saw his smile, and I TOTTALY fell for him. But then so did Olivia. But she let him up cause she only thought he was really hot.

I don't know what to do. I'm in love with a man that don't have a gf, but is 5 fuckin years older! I have no chance with him. And even if I did, I would need someone to help me... alot... Thus the reason for my depression.

School is AWESOME! I'm getting people to stop thinking i'm goth (by helping them realize that goth is a *beep*ing religion. I'm Christian for goodness sake!)! I'm so happy! And lately, since the guys are starting to become my home bois (there are a few in denial! I swear!), they're helping me kick someone's *beep* if they're being really retarded and mean to me and/or my other freinds, and my best male friend is hooking me up with his brother!! His brothe ris soooo damn hot! He's nice to boot! It's like a dream! I whish he was younger! He's 5 years older! I always like older guys! The last guy I liked was a playboy that was 2 years older... yeah... His name is Mitchel! Isn't it beautiful?

Anyways, my teacher belieives in no homework! I have the best teacher ever! But then my gym teacher hates me! I'm awesome at gym, I swear! It's just that I'm the one that makes everyone loud (by starting the loudness...)... It hurts me... I plan to shower him with complements and gifts (if I can find the money... I'm poor)

And further more, art class rocks! And just before it ends! I'm the kind that needs to get warmed up to people to talk to them properly. I thank Ruthy for her marvlous work! yay! She in some way helped me imporve both my social, AND artistic skill! Yay! Thanks! Now I shall mourn for the end of the Darren Shan Saga books...